well I was thinking over if you guys want to see some of thosue weekly bus skethc I do on my way to work/home again?
in other new I have just been to the pet doctor whit my cat, whoh ave been up firgthing whit anotehr cat at Monday, have a rift in hte ear that was infectede npw, and damn it I hate when he scrames like he does -.-
anywyas out for now
well rigth now am I voreing myslef to dead, , so bored that waht keeping my alive is to starign at the sahrpe engde of my pencile (yes, nothing can entertain me)
other news, in 10 days is it my birtheday ^^ can't wait gooing out and bowling whit my familly (eys i am bowlign whit an 80 years old grandma) also hopeing that I (might) will get some few gifts form ma firnde, but you really not need ot if you not want^^
also I finnlay will get my hair cut short again...it was pissing me of the other day, wher I wa slooking for soon to be old food in the store I work. My hair keep slindign down my face and it is to short( and thick) to get behind my ear.
so Monday is a looooooooooogn day-.- firste hair cut, the the tourtment of a Physical Therapist. so yeah
out for now
well just feel like to write this out and get it out of my head..
well this week I have been sick stare Wednesday evening by a huge stomacher acid pain, where I then throws up, in long time. Thursday and Friday was I sick, form he same thing throwing up and have stomach pain (NO I AM NOT GOD DAMN IT PREGNANT!!) I am all better now. We though it either collude be a virus or maybe a stress sing because I think I am a bit stress out.
Reason for me being stress?
I think to much of stuff. is soon 20, still have no real life friends, still no boyfriend, still living by my parents and no job-.- well I am on a trying job but yeah.
I feel ready at some points to move out, like I can cook, I can clean and I can keep things in place. Those things that block my way (besides money) is that I am not a good remember, I can't read big letters and I quiet not like to be alone and I have still some troubles whit sleeping.
but I feel like I have to be adult over for every one in the world. Everyone is telling me I have to let go of my mother but how shall I that when I have no one to help me remember what the doctors say to me, what my bank tells me?
Sometimes I really want to kill myself but I know I never will, NEVER!!!!
anyways closing up on my birthday.....the 2nd one without my big brother. also I am truing 20 mering zero number, big party but my parents don't wants it.
Speaking on party's, my parters soon got silver wedding (marriage in 25 years) and I am soon split in two over it. My aunt tells me to save up money for buying a nice hotel week (end) for them, but my mother want herself to safe money to a curies, so stupid me told her about what my aunt say and told me I should not do it and now we deal in that i make them a nice dinner.
well I will shut up for now and go back to my loneness crone....if you want to talk whit me am I alway on note and my MSN and skype
MSN: firstname.lastname@example.org (tell me who you are int he small message when you ask me for friend)
Skype: sreach Line Troelsen.
when I hit the 50k on DA I will upload a video on youtube where I show and say 50 of my stuff I want to show. And trust me I have a lot of things XD
also if you y´tagged it and tell me you will get a drawing of free Chou
just to say request are gets on hold, you may of course ask and I WILL make them but not at this time. I am not real sick..just my head and the fucking grass there is screwing whit me.
1. For each of the 20 first people answering this journal, I will put the three deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!
2. If you answer, you have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on the first place. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
just want to do this once again XD
well I kind of make this out whit mix off many other challenges plus some own words so yeah
fell free to use it as well
8. "Are You My Next Enemy?" [link]
9. Mirror [link]
10. Broken Wings [link]
11. Spiders web [link]
12. Ice Cream [link]
18. Kimono [link]
22. Danger Ahead
23. Sweet Poison
24. What Have We Here?
25. Dream catcher
29. Shadow [link]
32. Loser like Me
35. Sword [link]
36. Fire Ball
40. City lights
45. Candy Shop
51. Jar of Dirt
53. Just for Me
54. Dying [link]
55. Error [link]
59. Angel [link]
62. Milk & Chocolate [link]
64. Playing with Fire
65. Glass cage
69. Water Lily
72. "Please let me kill you" [link]
74. Which Side?
75. Push me
76. Black & White
77. Butterfly [link]
83. Do Not Disturb
86. Safety first
94. Broken Promises [link]
98. Bubble Bath
100. Get out
friend group pic